April 25, 2001
well, i noticed that todd
well, i noticed that todd at mtk has started using div to place stuff on his web page, and i got me off my ass and learning how to use it. you will notice that parts of the page are now done using div, and the order of loading has been switched around so that the main part loads first with everything else loading after. i'm pretty excited about it, as div will let me do many things more like programs, and hopefully create a more interactive exlperience for you. but please don't hesitate to tell me if i go a little overboard. you can reach me at dshepard@nospam.netwerk-x.com you just need to remove the nospam from my address.
April 24, 2001
i seem to be going
i seem to be going through a pretty serious bout of depression recently, so i guess i will talk about it on a forum that nobody reads. i can't seem to find anything that i am passionate enough about to leave everything for. maybe we aren't supposed to, but it seems that we only get 1 chance at life, and i appear to be wasting mine. then i see this new series of insults, and i'm smarter/better than you are on yahtzeen, and it makes me even more depressed. is this what the fargo scene is coming to? of course it always has been really clique oriented here. it is such a small group of people who make up the rules of the fargo scene, and just about as small of a group that make up the scene. more and more, i find myself drawn to people who care about who i am instead of how cool hanging out with me makes them(or in my case how uncool, which pretty much means not a single fargo scenester). which is what i should have been doing anyhow, but what do i know? anyhow, enough self loathing. i also want to stick up for my friend todd. i have always found him to be a generous, kind, intelligent, interesting, and loving person, and to accuse him of anything to the contrary of this is hateful, and he does not deserve it.
